Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Week of Freedom May 25 - June 2

"You can’t stand restrictions and aim to keep your freedom at all costs. You believe there is a wrong way and a right way of doing things and will stick up for what you believe in. One of your strongest weapons is laughter or ridicule which you do not hesitate to pull out of your formidable verbal arsenal. But you are forgiving and tend to give second chances and will not quit valuable relationships easily. You are a high speed player who gets annoyed with slow responses, you are bright, perky and alert, but can come off abrasive. You tend to get stressed easily and lash out with irony or sarcasm. You have quick impulses and a fertile imagination and are constantly dreaming up new plans or schemes – but sometimes you tend to forget pressing matters such as paying the bills. In your lifetime you may leave enough unfinished projects to occupy a dozen people and not meaning to you often break promises. You are emotionally volatile and not at all shy about verbalizing your discontent in fact you can become a constant complainer. You are a loyal partner but tire of routine and often need a change of scene. You are not above emotional manipulation and turn on the charm when you want to get your way. You have a high sex appeal and few can resist your charm. Strengths: Witty – Charismatic – Technically Gifted Weaknesses: Tyrannical – Manipulative – Complaining"

I AGREE

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Today I am in love

Yes, today I am in love!!! I'm not in love with anyone specifically, but I am in love with the idea of love! Love songs! Love movies! Love quotes! Love notes and letters! Love pictures!

I love the idea of imagining a person I can love without anything in return but love itself. A person I can look eye to eye with. Someone I can talk about anything with, listen to music and go to concerts with, laugh about silly things, gossip, cuddle, kiss, have his arms wrapped around me, play thumb wars, go out for walks at the park, have ice cream, take silly pictures, sleep together, lay down on the grass, and be cute together.

I love watching movies about finding true love, the awkward process and the heartbreaks to go thru to find happiness, the cute couple, things they do to be with each other, the cheesiness, the first time they see each other, the slow motion at that moment and the cute background music, the cute kiss in the rain, the watery eyes when they have to part, that no matter what they have to be together, running into each other's arm when they get back together, me feeling the intensity of love when i watch that, and me thinking that one day i will have that kind of love.

I love songs about love, declaration of love, talking about a crush, waiting patiently for the love, being always there for somebody, the feeling they get when they are with someone, memories as a couple, being one for each other, telling how the other person is so pretty, doing anything for someone, falling for someone, promising something, being blinded by love, but also about the pain of heartbreaks, missing someome, sad about a departure, losing love to another person, break ups, but above all, singing to someone.

I love pictures of couples kissing, holding hands, rubbing noses or cheeks, making silly faces, being happy together, laying on the grass, guy giving a flower to the girl, biting the same piece of bread, singing to each other, being on vacation together, growing old with each other, married couples, cuddling, whispering to each other's ears, sleeping head to head, laughing, kisses on the forehead, showing people that an image is worth more than 100 words.

One day, I will have someone saying to me "I love you Katie. I love you so much it's crazy. I'd do anything in the world for you. Whatever I do, I won't do anything to hurt you. I will always be there for you no matter what. You are the prettiest girl I know and I'm so lucky I've met you." And I'll cry because I love him the same way.

One day.
One. day.